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| Written by Dee Brown |
| Monday, 07 June 2010 19:20 |
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The season didn't end how we wanted, we needed to win the last game of the season to make the playoffs. I really wanted that game because playoffs is what you work for all season but thats the game someone has to win, and someone has to lose. Its always tough when you have to look at your teammates knowing thats the end of the season. I really enjoyed my teammates this season, we had a great group of guys and players it was a great year for me. It made me a better player, better person and that was my goal to improve so I WANT TO THANK my teammates, coaches, organization, fans in AVELLINO, ITALY. I have so many stories, I have seen and tried different things. It was tough walking thru the door of my ITALY CONDO knowing I have to pack my bags and get ready to go home. I had a lot of bags because thats me I took a lot of stuff over but I also buy a lot of things while living overseas. I planned a trip to ISRAEL before my return to the states to see HB and her family. So one of my teammates shipped my bags back home for me through the mail because I couldn't travel with all those bags. I still haven't got 3 big bags from over there which I'm so mad about because the team still has my things so I pray things workout because I love my gear U DIG!! Israel was crazy, its so nice out there the weather is beautiful, the food, the nightlife is unbelievable its like must see TV. Then the way families come together, spend time together over dinner and other things is so beautiful to me. I went many places, I saw more of the country it was a great 5 days for me just relaxing and enjoying the little time I got off. So HB thank you so much means a lot..I LOVE YOU and your family so much its hard to find nice people nowadays for real who accept you, respect you and love you so Im very appreciative for that. After 5 days in the hot sun I got on early 6 am flight to CHICAGO where my family waited for me with a great CHICAGO MEAL and SPADES it was a great way to come home. I have a great family and it makes me happy to see the looks on their faces when I come home because I see the real love, I feel it, I miss that and when I stepped out the car I just knew I was back home, back in CHICAGO. Since I been back its been nothing but fun, nothing but relaxing, chillin with the family playing cards, video games, NBA PLAYOFFS, NHL PLAYOFFS, its been all love. I have done everything I said I would and more. But still I'm not in good spirits, I'm feeling good always but I can't front I'm human y'all things aren't just given to me I have to work, I have to do the same things you do in life to live and enjoy what GOD has given me. But right now my struggles, my problems only going to make me stronger, make me go even harder, it got me ON TOP ON MY STUFF in a whole another way. I'm focused, I'm ready, I'm so excited about this upcoming season...I really don't know where I will be BUT i promise I will be better, get better, and continue to be DEE BROWN. This is what I do, I PLAY BASKETBALL....When I came home and people see me they ask me different questions. The only question that gets to me is when they ask me "DEE you still playing ball fam"?? Thats why you know me...y'all remember me from playing basketball, this is what I love, this is what I do, its all I really know...I respond nicely though because some fans or people only watch NBA don't pay attention to overseas basketball which is fine...Thats another thing asking me over and over, or asking me in a laughing manner "DEE you still overseas"?? That will not get under my skin, because for one I'm still playing basketball for a living, two-we great over here we live GOD has been great to me and my family now its up to me to work and continue to enjoy this lifestyle. I really didn't know how much time off I would need or wanted to take off after finishing the season. I never took off 1 month, maybe 2 weeks. I'm ready to get back out on the court but honestly I don't feel it. It was a long season for me, I WENT HARD everyday, every time I stepped on the court I made sure I got better, left everything on the court. So my body needs time but also living and playing overseas takes a toll on you mentally as well. Even though ITALY was good living I still went through a lot. So right now yeah I'm resting because when I step on the court again I want to be fresh and thirsty to play which I KNOW I will be. I just started back on my music grind its been a slight delay with the process but I'm still working on with that because thats one of my passions, I love it, I live it...I went to the studio for the first time yesterday it was a great look...ALL my MAYWOOD, CHICAGO people came out and showed the boy love so shout outs my lil bro GIPPER, my lil homie LIL E both represent CLE, and my big homie DON P who back down keep working and doing your thang my dude. Renaissance you already know its love boy lets continue to make this good music and to all my wonderful, loyal fans please be on the lookout for 972:JUST LISTEN, NEW HOBBY VOL 1/VOL 2 these projects definitely classic music, it will be projects that will get the attention of a lot of people. I told y'all I been doing this for sometime now and I LOVE IT.... Other than that, nothing been up just enjoy my family, I'm sorry I haven't wrote in awhile its just I been busy and trying my hardest to relax my mind and get things together. I was struggling for a long time with a lot of things that was going on now its dying down just a little bit because I can't be down, and allow things to get me down, take away from what GOD has given me which is a wonderful smile, energy to make others happy. I'm just working on me, as a person, father, player, friend, everything....I just want to be happy and do what I love. So again thank you for the love and support. For those who check up on me everyday I LOVE YOU thank you..follow me on my twiiter page, or facebook I always update everyone on whats going on thats just me because I know there are people out there who really care about me and love me thank you I LOVE YOU BACK remember that. I will be throwing a party soon, also some other events please stay tune and keep up with your boy so we can meet up this summer I know I would love that...Im coming your way soon just remember I'm everywhere you want me to be... Thanks again everyone YOUR BOY IS BACK HOME in the best city in the world CHICAGO!! Happy to be home, I miss all my people in ITALY thanks for being nice to me...please keep in touch holla at yo boy DUNNY QUOTE OF THE DAY: "DREAM BIG, ENJOY LIFE" |



